exhausted

为了这次的考试
我花了好多时间来读chemistry
whole brain all abt chemistry
flip over the notessss
read thru the notesss
stay up late
but still......
cant do in the exam...=(



the syllabus is too wide
physical chemistry + inorganic chemistry...
i cant figure out how i need to struggle in stpm
plus one more organic chemistry.....



and also been busy in the orientation week...
coz i'm in the busiest group
and as a leader
many works for me...
need to arrange the time table during station game
think of the gamessss
finding facilitator....
preparing the invitation card for teacher in charge in taklimat...
not only the works before hand....
during that 3 days, i need to stay at that super duper hot dewan which without any fan.....
and make sure all my group member done their job perfectly...
kinda busy ...=(
even a malay frd saw me and said...
"kenapa? nampaknya penat a..."
ya,i'm tired....
walk here and there...upstairs downstairs...
sweating like wad....



finish complaining.......
but still feel our preparation worth...
because many teachers praise that we done very well...
keep the other complain aside...
overall still very good...
because we have a good guru penasihat....
and some more a responsible pengerusi-----weng chong....
i think she busier than me...
alw headache with these things....




go back to chemistry test....
i done very bad...
careless in paper one...
did a lot of mistakes...
haiz....



next week is biology...
haven start to study
lack of motivation....
very lazy lah....
dont know where to start...==